If you feel lost, just remember: you are found. If you don't know what's going on, you can't wait for, expect the world to provide the answers. The world has no Pen, you have. So use It. It can't stand in your Shoes and, as a matter of fact, you'd most certainly be hearing from people really connected to the liar trying to break your Bond, making you doubt the Truth and yourself.
Trust me, I've been investigating it.